Friday, February 2, 2007

每天一点点

1。
决定每天都写点什么, 中文的英文的, 只是写点什么。
日子总是太慢, 时间总是太快,
直到某年某月一回头, 发现背后全是空白,
那该又是怎样的一种凄凉。
所以。。哪怕是流水账也好,
每天都要写点什么

2。
to see Dr.K for some questions. It is a tough class, things are not straight forward to me anymore.
I asked so many questions, I mean sooo many , way too many for Friday at least. Then I sort of apologized for taking him so long for my questions. Guess what Dr. K said? He said: oh, not at all, I am glad you asked, I will put some of your questions in to next exam. coz if you donot understand, i think 90% of the class won't understand either.
wow, all of sudden, I gained my confidence back.

3.
realized a very depressing fact that I can hold 5 jobs at the same time, but can not make even one relationship working smoothly.
what a loser i have to be to not realize that i am a loser.
I am a very discouraged relationship maker
now.

4.
The book I want this month.
Eight Million Ways to Die
. Milwaukee Public Library does not carry it.
D**m!

2 comments:

jiajia said...

空白是凄凉。不空白,也不一定不凄凉。有时候不写下来,也就忘了那一刻的凄凉。但是,即使是快乐,也会忘的。所以,还是写下来的好。

Me said...

jia jia 说得真好, 那就听你的吧